Yeay abish dh exam, ingatkan hari ni boleh jalan2 carik mkn kat cheras, sbb ade org tu nak masak, then last minute cancel, sbb? aku ade masalah yg tak perlu diceritakan, but bcuz of that terpakse la menahan rindu dendam ni :( tapi takpe mase masih byk lagi

This morning i was late for my exam, there was an argument between me and Nan, our first argument made me so devastated and thank God we settled in a peaceful way, peaceful in a sense of i did not throw any bricks to his face or so forth :D

So today, im just gonna waste most of my time playing Ran Online, that is my salvation and i have nothing else to do, saye rindu awak, saye syg awak :)

note: feel so empty inside :(

So hari ni tamatlah riwayat satu lagi exam paper, the truth is from my point of view the chances for me to get any As this trimester sangatlah tertipis sekali, its not like im a lazy bum and not studying and doing everything last minute, try put urself in my position, within 6 weeks you have to coop with all the bullshits assignments, kalau ambik 1 atau 2 subject it is considered fair for you but if you are taking 4? during short trimester? its freaking heavy bebeh (saye takleh sebut the word fuck dh, nnt kene tibai ngan abg nan :(..)

So 2 down 2 more to go, Im counting the days, Sabtu kluar ngan my babes and Isnin out to Genting with my bitches~ ahhh freedom, nape when there is no exam rase mcm mase bejalan ngan sangat cepat, tp during exam week mase bejalan ngan slow motionnye

Tahap kesengalan ku dh takleh blah dah, i am msging everyone that is available in my friend list, eventhough dah tak bertegur sapa beberape thn and i hardly know these fella, im still talking to them, i hate being alone during exam hour, dulu ade nadia, skarang tinggal macha, fulamak wey rhyme siot :D

Abg nan :( nape busy memanjang :( tak suke tauuuuuuu :( after abis exam aku ajak die gi jalan2 tengok wayang, die gelak je, watafish? tengok wayang pon pakai duit okek, anything that uses money i pretty damn appreciates it, skarang ni bile boring2 and teringat kat die, akan ku goyangkan loceng kaki ku ini, hehe ive been wanting this for quite awhile now, dulu nak beli je mesti ade something stopping me form buying it, best la ade loceng, dah leh buat tarian cam cite hindustan

note: hari ni stadi kat campus, nadia77 blanje pizza, moge murah rezeki babe :)

Sorry la if got indians reading this, but i dont think so ade pon, just nak melepaskan stress yang membara, i hate staying in this house, bayangkan la im studying sedap2 je dah la esok ade exam, otak dh penuh membara ngan information then suddenly sejenis bau yg tak dikenali, oh let me re-phrase that, suatu bau yg CUKUP dikenali menerpa ke arahku, damn it really damn it i fucking hate the smell its making my otak bengap ok

which part of "DONT FUCKING BAKAR YOUR KEMENYAN" dont they understand? psychopath no matter how religious u are, agak2 la, ni bukan rumah keling je, aku ni ape? half keling half melayu ke? damn, now my hair smells like shit !!! I feel dizzy, rase nak pengsan, help :(

two of them nak blah, my face looked upset tapi dlm hati tuhan je tahu bertape gumbiranya hatiku ini, cepat2 la chow, i cannot tahan la, whoever yg baka kemenyan tu, oh god, the more i say no the more they do it, when i dont obey the rules, aku plak kene maki, i hate it so much, they're so bias and unrealistic, cant concentrate :(

note: dah la washing machine tu tak pernah kosong, dh seminggu baju tak pernah di angkat, nak angkat geli, takut tekene najis, damn gile babi anti these people la skarang ni, berdosakah aku?

Isnin, "SELASE", "RABU", Khamis, "JUMAAT", "SABTU", the days with super duper gigantic caps are the days i have to go thru h3ll, im not saying that I am fully prepared, but yeah I am ready to take the challenge, all my exams start at 9am, i have to admit i am definitely not a morning person, i have no idea how i am going to get up for tomorrow's test, im fucking nervous

Nervousness creeping over my cold body, i feel sick, cough, yeah im sick, cough again, im not gonna take any meds, i need to stay awake, coffee, not working, body totally am immuned with the ingredients included in those coffee, need to stay awake, still early, body getting tired, fingers getting slower, mind getting dumber.....................

Staying alive is what i have to do now, all my friends are struggling, why cant i? what is the difference between me and them? they're human, they eat food, they shit junks, they drink water, they sleep on a pillow, so what makes them so special and able to stay awake up till tomorrow? hmmmm............... i can feel the jealousy within me increasing and it is about to explode

note: dont read, its just my mind wandering over some foolish stuff that is running around my head, get out from my head u jerk, fuck need to study, 4 more heavy chapters and im off to bed, need... to... REST